Thursday, September 10, 2009

Once upon a time...

Mr Kamal & Ariel

Metro Driving..warghhhh

Boring...while waiting...at the KL Sentral...

Once upon a time....harini is the worst day of my life..i fail of my jpj test..haih..(sigh)..feel down but is a part of life..the jpj officer scold me "what are doing" OMG...feel like wanted to maki jak..i do what i should do...hmm so cabaran for me..i juz quiet...feel hurts...yesss..everyone got gud and friendly officer ..hmmm no luck for me..came home with unstable emotion..wargh....the bath..and tears non stop falling..mum call and gave me words to cheer up..thank u mum..u r the best..luv ya..then Ariel callin me ...after that..sensei..thank you guyss..4 givin me a support huhuhu..i will never get tired from friends (wink)..somemore..sms...
Recently, i have been disturbed and annoying calls and sms form smeone that i dun know..i notify he is cheater..juz fucking around..so i juz ignore and gave him a warning....but he still keep calling me since last 2 days ago..n juz now twice..n send me stupid msg..did i have bf?? So tiredlaa...this situation is so common to me since a year ago.haih o_O dun wanna talk about it...anymore past is past..
I'm kinda missing someone...but finally accept the truth..he is not the one 4 me..anyway..he did a suprise 4 me last saturday with his friend Khairul..he b4 go to "Angola" south Africa". Sensei came down drove from Kedah 2 KL...and he didn't mention to at all..bcoz its unplanned..i still cant believe my eyes he stood in front of my gate outside the house..feel so excited..and..touching..at the same time..so we go to chill out at the Chawan..until 2am morning..Khairul is a nice guy..Sensei told me a lot of things between them..at Perhentian..so noted that..hehehe..so mayb will go to karaoke next time ^_^v...
Feel a bit disappointed when Sensei are leaving the next day..b4 subuh..huhuhu..i though he will spent time with me..huhuhu..but anyway im so happy to see him b4 going back to Sabah this 18 ....Aligato Gozaimas..Sensei..
This week been bz with the budget,costing and preparation for the next event...bit stress but anyhow i manage to get it..hopefully b4 18 everything is settle even though im doin my task alone..yeah very unfair...Ariel become our head of department of Marketing and she very motivate peson and gave a lot ideas and became more energetic..never had a friends who support others very much..Mr Kamal...thank u..hehehe he very sporting guy and also manager..otak gila-gila :p last wednesday,syukur alhamdulilah, the function is settle for office buka puasa at the Pan Pacific Hotel..
I'm planned to go Jln TAR..myb this Sat or Sun..for shopping...family and self..Susan kirim beli kain..hmmm...mesti ramai orgni..adess..letihlaa nk g sana but waht to do..have to..A'ah xder online plak harini mesti bz ngan studio..dia ckp da ada bilik sendiri.with 2 monitor..aduii..ok i know..work as an animation industry.fuh...bit tough eh..rindu lak nak kacau dia :p n usik dia..he bit innocent hauahahaha jhtnyer...
Hmm finally can talk with Ling, long time v nver chat n chill together..we share a lot things..she even share her own sushi haih..im so kenyang..she still suap ..aaahhh..that gal ahh..make me fat..we share some knowledge but gud prductss..n gossips..ahaaa..his bf also..ahaa n about Mr Skema...ahahaaaa planned to OU if have time...that gal so naughty.hahahaa..
Susan..chat with me..juz a fews hours b4..she was bz with the class and projects...anyhow thankss ya 4 b tehre for me and also the advice...hmmm ok..juz now my instinct its so truth..i have been aaahhh?? so 2morow...?? guesss what? hahahaa!!! (wink)

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Lifepuccino.....


Saturday...a day people to rest..but for me...hmm as usual working....
Can't sleep last nite till 4am...dunno what wrong with me ??....kepalani...rasa kosong ntahlaa...bukan sbab benda u,,bukan tp rs jiwa ni...byk kekurangan....
Sahur setiap pagipun punyalaa malassss..hehehee...xlarat nk mkn..milojer jd sasaran aku pagi-pagi...hari ni mama xcall tuk bgnkan aku sahur...cian mama...slalu jak call aku...well,Teguh smpat lagi ym with me...hehehe that notty boy...slalu jak usik aku...
16..dayss more to go for puasa...counting the days for lailatulqadar....kalu kt kg mesti Papa slalu critaa...malam seribu bulan adalah masa tuk semua umat meminta keampunan...but me?? bila laa dpt menghidu bau syurgaMu..Ya Allah.....
Tringat A'ah ckp.."wak sy harap awk akn brubah sedikit demi sedikit..ek.."A'ah..sorg yg low profile...bila nmpak dia haritu wat solat mahgrib...trase sgt2 hdupni pnuh dosa.Akan ku cuba gak...dgn harapan di waktu ramadhan ini...
Hmm..rase..sedih aaarggh hrni..xdpt jumpa a'ah sbb c sotong fahmi...ajak g parkson..warghhh..geram smpai umh kul 4pm pas2 dia dah xder..hmmm..dia ckp lama tggu mimi...waaaa..sedih2 rs nk jer pukul,jerit fahmi..tp posakan..hmm ttp sabarlaaa..uhuk-uhuk....harini berbuka kt umh..Alonk ckp xlarat nk kuar..pastu btah dia ckp mimi main sms ngan dia..bila laakk pulaknyer...aku main msgni..bila dia call bgtau..salah org..aduii punyalaa byk mimi dia simpan...hehehee....anyway..
Alonk..ko mmg byk gf....padan muka suka sgt casanova..pastu sms n call bgtau.."mimi, Alonk kene kacau" tebaljer tingerni...hmm..harini sensei call time balik keje..hehehe dia ckp tgh blajar guitarr..wth his friendss..heehehee..dgr dia nyanyi lagu Lobo..hahhaaa..geli hati gak...adesss...yg penting dia happy...
Pasal sensei ni pulak,trase lak cam akuni lucky charm bg dia segala-galanya baikjerr..sejak kenal aku ntahla..kad kredit dia tlah diterima..setelah 2 tahun blacklist,pastu jumpa ngan kwn baik dia..then smlm dia bgtau dia telah lulus ujian course yang dia amik..ntahlaa akupun xbrapa ohm..katanya..welding part yang paling susah nk lulus sbb kebnyakan this course foreigner amikpun kat Malaysiapun payah nak lulus...
He is very happy to tell the gud newwss...well mimi pun tumpang gembira...at least dia berjaya...ngan usaha dia sendiri...kekadang cam budak2 lak..mengadu.."sigh" o_O....anyway...im grateful ada kwn yg baik2...

Monday, August 31, 2009

The Girl From Yesterday...

Woww...its been long my blog is full of spiderweb hehehee....Ramadhan datang lagi..dan seperti biasa di perantauan org..aku sendiri..housemate balik kg...sahur n berbuka sendiri..trase gak jeles tgk org lain ngan family masing-masing..tringin rasa masakan mak....
Harini...genap 52 tahun Malaysia menyambut hari kemerdekaan..walaupun aku tak sempat merayakan n melaungkan ayat keramat tu..tapi aku proud to be Malaysian..walaupun smlm sempat gak argue ngan mamat indon di facebook cma..hahaahaha....
Tp paling best leh bgn lambat..waaaa.sronoknya kene lak hari isnin..smpai terbabas sahur huhuhu n milo jd sasaran..wakakkaaa..nsb baik sempat...tidor byk sgt wat xder tenaga..so akupun smpatla bersihkan n kemas umh..n bilikk..wollaaaaaaa....penat gak ek...
Sepanjang tahunni..byk kisah yg best n yang xbest..warghh..kerja ok cuma pressure...cam biasa..family...rindu ngan dorg...money usually mmg problem but syukur dpt diatasi..hmm personal...love...this part xyah ckp mmg hurtss...hurrrttttsss sangat2...
Tapi dengan kuasa Tuhan gak..aku manage to avoid benda2 yang merbahaya...mcm2 wooo...org aku jumpa...adajer nk masuk borang..but myb lum terbuka lagi kot...stakat ni hdup cam pelarian dr isu ni..sigh...but thanks sgt2 ngan my friendssss yang byk membantu..even though xder kt cni..thankss yaa....Thankss Ariel,Suzan....ada lg yg belum disebut..hehehe
Baru-baruni..seseorang menghampiri...ntahlaaa..dia kater nk jd kwn yang terbaik n teristimewa tuk mimi..time tu aku wat bodohjer..sbb susah nak percaya..ckp org sbb da pernah kene betrayed dulu...aku gelar dia "SENSEI" sbb dia terrer gak ckp jepang hahaahaa..malu weii...aku main hentam jer ckp... :") setiap hari adajer citer...
Aku harap..bleh mempercayai erti seorang kwn lagi..taklah mengharap sgt..at least someone to share n to talk tuepun ckup bersyukur..per lg kat KL ni mcm2 ragam org...nmpak dahi licin ..wooo habis diperas sampai habiss....tringat crita c Meilin..hehehe sewaktu berbuka sama2 di delifrance mid valley...dahsyat gak kwn dia tu ada bf..nda mandi...nda kerja pastu tgal sama2 pastu suda di bagi semuanya..pastu that guy is indian n said"i don't want you anymore"..wat ur guys think?? huh....perkara camtu kt KL da normal..semua benda cam "PUKIMAK" heheeh soryy to said,,but tuela words yg aku rs sesuai..
Bukan semuala jht n xbaik..tp itula realiti kehidupan kt sini..at the same time gak..ada sorg mamat ni slalu jer chat kalu time kerja..aku gelar dia "PRINCE FROG" slalu bg nasihat..rock mmg rock tp dia kuat ke arah jln ketuhanan...hehhee best gak dgr dia citer..sbb dia pemalu orgnya...siap bg aku lagu Nasyid tue hahahaa pastu slalu bg aku tgk animation dia wat citer tupai tu..cute gak..pastu lagu dead jgn ckplaaa...mmg minat..baru2ni abg dia operate..hopefully semuanya selamatkt abg dia n family..Amiiin...

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Life..life...

Hmmm...lama tul aku tak tulis blog ni huhuhuhu xda masa langsung since this new year 2009...
Tak sedar da nak dkt setahun kt klni...
Macam-macam benda dlm otak kepala ni...
Semua kwn asyik tnya jer apa new resolution ni..budak2 kt umh asyik tnya weeeii mimi bila nak kawin..ciss budak2 ni xda benda lain mo tnya..
Dahla aku brujer gaduh besar ngan c lobo tue..time pas new year..then i made my mind xkan ggu dia lagi biarla dia pilih haluan hidup dia...
At the same time pulak ada yang mula mendekati hahaah cam lagu ne-yo tue "Closer" mula2 trasa gak rimas xsuka tp bila pkir n cuba tuk paham..n dekati xlah seburuk apa yg aku sangkakan..betulla my mum ckp jgn bnci nnti org yg kita benci itula yg kita suka...
My mum siap bg warning lak tu tp skang da semakin erat entahlaa perasaan ni bercampur aduk..
Aku takut tersilap langkah...hmmm..sbb aku xbrani nk ckp apa or nk declare apa2..buat masa b closest n best fren tue yang jln aku ptt amik dulu..
Kerja tahun baru ni ..mmg byk mencabar..tp aku xkan ptus asa..aku cuba belajar dr kesilapan...
At the same time aku cr gak keja lain yg ok..mama asyik urge aku tuk cari keje kat Sabah..
Boleh mmg boleh..tp aku xboleh..aku ada alasan sendiri..kwn2 lain mesti ckp alaa kl kan best mana ko nak balik sabah..sabah ada apa..bukan itu yg aku pkirkan...
Aku ada masalah n perkara yang aku tak boleh dimaafkan n diselesaikan...
Cam semalam bila balik umh..aku tringat kat mama,papa,bro & grandma bila nmpak kt web cam..trasa nak balik harini gak....Ya Allah kuatkan semangat ku tuk tempuhi segalanya walaupun sorg diri di dunia yang esotik...
Terdapat beberapa perkara yang aku menyesal..tringat bila doktor ckap...trgiang2 perkataan "Exploit" meresap dlm jiwa ku ni..
Berat badan cam rs semakin naik lak..ni yg aku tkutni..diet..diet..ada org komplain akuni plump..
Harini aku duk umh sorg2 semua dorg kuar ntah la p mana..bosan lak...even though aku kene siapkan report rs cam malas tul...warghghhg....menghadap statistik....


Saturday, December 13, 2008

Ta Bu Ai Wo - Karen Mok

Ta bu ai wo, chien shou de she hou tai len ching
yong bau de she hou, bu ke kau ching


woo Ta bu ai wo
shuo hua de se hou, bu ren chen zheng mo de she hou
you tai yong xin

Wo zhi dao, ta bu ai wo
Ta de yan sheng, shuo chu da de xin
Wo kan tau le ta de shing
Hai you pie ren dou liu de bie yi
Ta de hui yi, qing chu de bu gou gan jing

Wo kan dao le da de xin
Yan de chuan shi, ta he ta de tien ying
Ta bu ai wo, qing guan ru zhi
Da hai she yin zou le, Wo de xin
repeat (#)

Wo kan tou le da de xin
Hai you pie ren dou liu de pei ying
Ta de hui yi, Ching zu de bu gou gan jing
Wo kan dou le da de xin
Yan de chuan zhi da he da de tian yin
Da bu ai wo, Qing guan ru zhi
Ta hai shi yin zou le wo de xin

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

S.U.N.D.A.Y M.O.O.D

Full moon-Laluna
Picture taken : 8 Dec 2008
Place : DZ Nature Resort










I miss this place..
Hehehe time jejalan sorang-sorang..
miss the summer breeze..country sight..Mum breakfast..hehe..
Pic taken on 8 Dec 08
Place : Crossroad to Kimanis - Keningau..

Monday, December 8, 2008

Adiladha...


Raya haji tahun ni..aku balik kampung walaupun sehari dua aku takkan peduli..
Otak ku serabut..hati aku menjerit...
Harini hari yang ketiga aku kat kg..sejak dari semalam asyik kuarjer dr umh..
So harini my mum ride hehhee..to place so called DZ Nature Resort xjauh dr town about 10km..
Weather is bit cloudy and a bit highlands...firstly aku rs cam malas nak kuar dr umh penat sgt..
Tertido jap sebelum jalan n call from client dr IRAN...Hmmm cuti2 pun ada gak call..
Sesampaijer kt sana...sibuklaa my brother taking pic n guna my hp aduii..lantaklaa..
One of the pic yang aku xprsan kene snap n aku suka is yang kat atasni..hehehe...